People have a hard time with loving others while they're still around. Afer they're gone is when the guilt sets in, and you realize you shouldn't have wasted the time you could have spent with them doing pointless things. You should have dropped everything to be with them. These thoughts scare me. I hate those feelings of regret. That's why I think it's so important to put your whole self into enjoying what you're doing and who you're with at every moment. Because at some point you're going to look back and be willing to do anything just to relive that time. You're going to realize you've been going through the motions of living, and regret not putting your whole self into every single moment. But no matter how badly you want to, you don't get to live things twice.